Logo design

My very first time to create my own logo design.

This logo design is to represents my personal identity.

With the words “Yee” is to represents my last name. 

The shape of Y, the first letter, after design it by my own ways, it looks unique.

The both E is intended to be quite rounded in its shape, in order for it to resemble the appearance of PACMAN game. I love to play PACMAN game, old classical game with eating the dots and avoid the ghost. It was the first game I have ever played on computer.

And lastly, the shape of both side arrows is to represents my personal characteristic just like a smiley face. I working part time job as waitress every weekend, so that I have to serving my customer with a smile throughout the day.

My creativity.

Candy crush

Candy Crush??!!
Most of the people are playing this game when they are holding their smartphone. At first, I was been playing this when my friend introduce it to me. And I still remember what I replied him, why waste my time in playing this stupid game?

But now I am hook with Candy Crush !
After seeing so many Facebook news feed from friends's wall and notification.
Not only that I saw many people on MRT, bus, and most everywhere are playing Candy Crush, and I decided to give a try.

I just cant imagine, even my 60 years old grandmother in law are playing it too! Ain't it cool all the people around me are playing this game.

Weight

It seems everybody always say wants to lose their weight.

When they come to me and say they need to lose weight, my first question is WHY?

A pretty good question to ask yourself if you're in constant diet mode.

My friend with a reason of dieting is to fit into a smaller dress.

If you are going to achieve with goal, I don't say it is not good.

But is it so important to losing weight just for looking pretty outside?

For me, I am a girl as well. But I not really plan to lose my weight.

Because I love foods, and I love eating.

But this doesn't mean that I don't like a beautiful body weight.

I just don't stop eating to lose a little bit of weight.

So we don't need to give up on eating well if you don't see a drastic drop in your weight.

Makeup.

Recently I attended my best friend's birthday party.

I am engaged in a question that do I need to make up on that time?

My parents said put some color on your face looks better. 

They said makeup is kind of respect others people and boost our confidence.

                              
The moment I was like !!!! Am I looks that less confidence?

For me, makeup maybe really can help to enhance our appearance.

But it becomes a problem when someone must rely on makeup to believe their appearance is beautiful. Don't you think so? without makeup is kind of nature. 

This picture lead me to thinking of painting color. 

But our face ain't a drawing paper !!!

3D movies

3D movie have started to become pretty popular in the theaters today.

What my friend told me is if watching movie in 3D makes the experience better.

And the potential to take audiences into reality on the screen.

Personally, I don't think so.

I strongly dislike 3D is because we pay for couple extra bucks.

And put on some grasses that don't even have that desirable stylish affect. 

3D movies have never really improved the experience for me while watching a film.

In fact, the only movie I can remember specifically seeing in 3D is Avatar.

And I know I have seen others in 3D but unfortunately I don't remember which ones.
The effect of 3D causing headaches and eyestrain for me that I don't even recall it.

Fashion

 “Everyone should be wearing each season” said by my brother.

He said fashion is important.

It is because the way we dress actually shows ourselves expression to the world.

He mentions that our style is one way that shows our individual uniqueness.

But what for me is totally different point of view through it.

From my teen years, I always followed my own heart and mind what to wear.

Because I believe to be true to ourselves and wear what we really love.

It is seriously better than what we seeing the models and starts in movies, magazines or television what they wear all the time.

I think the most important is when we shopping for clothes and later wearing them it should be fun for us, and make us happy to wear them, but not a chore. 

People come and people go.

I am missing one of my best friend today.
I hate to missing someone anyone, because it really hurts.

No matter how much we do not like to admit it,
but it is just a plain fact of human relationships is this.
People come and people go.
That is sad, but that is life.

But, why not we try to think on another ways.
Maybe instead of saying goodbye to a friendship,
why not we look at it as a new chapter that was filled with many memories.
And now lessons that will forever live with us.

It meant to help growing our beautiful journeys.
Stay happy, stay blessed. 
My friend :)

Technology makes people CHANGED.

In the present age, with the development of technology.
And we can see from that people interact with each other has changed.
The influence of changes is a hit topic which discussion among people nowadays. 
Almost every people can not live without phones, computers and so on.

A scenario which I have seen yesterday while I am taking train to home.
I saw a business man and together with his friends.
Even though they are chatting with each others but they hold tight with their Ipad,
It is just seem like they can not leave away their Ipad one second.

Another scenario which is whenever I met my friends for just gathering together.
And I realized that they all are busy playing with their mobile phones.
Playing games, online chatting, updating facebook status.

Yes, maybe technology really changed our lifestyle and brings us convenient life.
But don't you think that technology has also negative impacts on our life? 
It is really big impact on us. It seriously changes our ways of communications.

Dream it Wish it Do it.

Have you ever asked yourself, 
why it is so hard for people to stop smoking or lose weight? 
It is exactly same like what we always just think of our dreams, 
but not to do it with some actions.

And normally people they are not living in their dream life.
I often ask myself, why am I here to study degree?
I have nothing left, but hopefully lots of inspiration to do it with my dreams.

I found that most of my working friends, they are doing jobs that they hate.
Indeed, we have to get rid of blocking in order to reach what we want to.
You may have the power to make anything happen, just put one foot in front of the other and take action. 

Travel

A question: Do you love to travel? 

I often ask myself why I love to travel?

Why people like to go to new place? Why?

To experience? Yes, it can be part of the reason.

There is nothing bad in it, we all want changes in the set of boring life.

But the way we experience change, is different.

Some people experience change by travelling and I kind of do like to do it differently.

Travelling that may be more beautiful than anyplace in the real world.

Most human beings will do very less time on travel.

It is because people live in the present, and they enjoy with it.

We seldom pondering about the past or the future.

We must remember that all of us as living beings, 

we can only experience limited amounts of things.

But its entirely up to us, in which direction and to which depth, do we want to travel.

Where words fail, music speak

Where words fail, music speak

A quite famous quote by Hans Christian Andersen

It is simply meaning like if I am trying to explain something that just words and it fails. 

But then music will be able to explain it with emotion. 

That is why I always believe that the beauty of someone writing a lyrics with particular meaning and then the listener like us being able to interpret them in their way. It just like understand what they really feels and what they are experiencing. 

I love to listen to songs.

I have been listening to lots of music lately.

Music allow me to draw connection and feel out my emotions during my time.

I am able to find myself and become my own stories because I can relate to them.

But music is cruel, it supposed should be so beautiful. 

But it has the beauty of loneliness of pain. I called it as a cruel beauty of nature. 

Cat

Personally, I hate cats ! 

I hate cats like nobody else seriously !

But all people are different maybe and many of my friends they love cats.

I would like to say I hate cats is because of their eyes.

Their eyes looks so scary and fierce all the time.

Every time I saw cats, I do not know how, or what i will do.

But I will find a way just to maintain the distance with the cats.

It does not mean that I am kind of stereotype the animals.

It is because all animals are different and have their different personalities.

But you know what? It is cool !

Because I can see why someone likes cats.

Cat can be loyal and love you back when it trusts you.

A real story from my friend, she said when she stressed, her cats will feel it too and behave differently. Is it a kind of communication way between both human and animal? I wonder about it.

There are no such thing.

About better or worse? cats are not worse.

What makes them better or worse is all about how our opinion through on it, really.

Yu Sang

Yu Sang, is one of a popular Chinese New Year dish in Malaysia.
One dish that we cannot do without during Chinese New Year.
And it is all about good wishing for the new year.

The most exciting part is when everyone put their chopsticks into the Yu Sang.
And tosses it together, normally we shouted loudly, HUAT AHHH (wishes) ! 
It is because my family members are "hokien lang" !
They are always believe in the height of the toss, 
and it can reflects the height of the diner's growth in fortunes.

Today, in more colourful and expensive versions of Yu Sang.
Salmon is used or is replaced with lobster or abalone.
Omg......it is seriously so yummy !

FriendSHIP.

21 years of single valentine day,
from the birth day to the presents, 
I celebrated 21 years of single valentine day.
HELL YEAH !

Valentine Day? Maybe it is sweet and memorable day for those couples.
But not for me. And it is just such a normal or simple day to me.

Seriously, I give myself a big crap for 21 years of being single. 
And who says must have boyfriend only able to celebrate on that day.
First time I went to I-city and having dinner with my girls.
It is a nice place to visit especially with my best buddy in lifetime.

FriendSHIP forever. 
And I always believe in friendship do last longer than in love. 

Hometown

It occurred 5 years ago when I visited to my grandfather house.
Which located in Pahang with my parents during Chinese New Year. 
I woke up in the early morning on the second day. 
But all out of sudden, I fell on the floor and my eyes was getting injuries.
That causes permanent scar nearly my eyes there.

Whenever I went back to my hometown once a year.
this part of back memory will keep on repeat and repeat. 
It seriously kind of annoying moment that I ever had.

Hometown - A word that normally should be a very warm places.
Normally people they will feeling happy when they are coming home.
But not for me, because it leave an unforgettable mark on my memory until today.
And it still remain fresh forever of this incident. 
I do not want to recall it.

Creativity

I love to eat cake, pancake, cupcake or else. 

It is because it related with my surname. Hahaha it must be related I guess.

This is my work. 

Creative thinking subject for this semester.

It is quite harder subject for me because I don't like to draw things.

I don't drawn and painted colors for a quite long time after few years.

Create different shaped on an object is interesting and fun.

Cupcake came first on my mindset because I love to eat deserts.

But if outside has the cake that selling those shape like what I drawn.

I think not as many as people dare to try on it.

But I do. Shape cupcake with smiley face.

And it must be deliciously. 

You make my day

My house added a very lovable sound recently, nine months of baby. 

She is not my younger sister, because my mother said that we four brothers
and sisters were enough troublesome for her all the time.
Besides my elder brother, his relationship is still in unmarried status.
Although I hope that she is my niece, but unfortunately she is not.

Obviously, I don't like to take care of kid.
I don't like them, especially just nine months of baby.
If it must be a reason, I would like to say that kid sometimes such a burden.
Especially baby's crying just sounds like making noise for me.
But my mother likes child very much. So what to do?
She even complained that she have nothing to do while staying at home alone.
Therefore my mother keeps on asking for job like taking care of baby.
Finally she has found one, and it is helping friend to take care of her baby.
It maybe is just for temporary?  months? or years? We don't know.

The moment when mother told me that she decided to take care of the kid.
I was like slapping to my faces, and I hope it is not real at all.
Since I start to think, will meets you are the start of my nightmare?
And I start to think, will you become my alarm clock for everyday?
I don't need a clock in the early morning, be honest.
I able to woke up by myself in time. Trust me.
I have no idea how is my life if keep on going like that by days.
Oh my nightmare, you are my nightmare.

With the growth of age, I realized that our family's sounds are getting fewer and fewer.
Because one is preparing to go abroad for taking degree at UK,
two is taking diploma and degree for few years,
and one is staying outside areas for few months.
No wonder mother said that our house becomes more peaceful.
And it actually proved that we grew up, we have our own life now.
And maybe we four brothers and sisters will be separated in one day?
Or maybe each of us is going to accomplish our own dreams? Who knows?

Nightmare? NO, you are not obviously. You recall me of my childhood.
I like to act like crying just hoping for someone cares. She did so.
I like to smile just because I knew there is something to eat.
Eating is quite a happy moment for child. I know everyone does.
When she is crying, I do anything in order just to make her smile.
My mood turns good instantaneously, because loves to sees her smiling face.

You recall me of my childhood.
You make me want to return to be a child.
Every day you make my day.


This photo is capture by me. 

I believe

My younger brother, eighteen years old this year. 

Unfortunately he was selected by first batch list of PLKN camps. 

He goes far away to Sabah, today is the third weeks.

I still remember we have a sleepless night on the day before he left us. 

We whole family members sent him to the place of gathering. 

The most unforgettable moment is when we seeing off until the bus engine starts.

Until the bus starts moving on, only we realized we should go home.

It was my first time has such farewell experience. I really meant it.

He leaves us with happily, therefore we should let him to remember our smiling face,
but not with tears.

Yet I did not have chance to talk to him through telephone tills today. 
But I received his message and from the messages I knew that he is fine.
He called us not to worry about him and he met new friends at there.
Not to worry about him? It is impossible. Why I said so? 

He is the youngest at home. 

Therefore naturally he grows under everybody's protects.

It was the first time he leaves the home for three months.

A new life without computer, without games, without out going. 

He force to wake up early everyday, and the time before sun raised. 

So don't say just stay there for three months.
How he going to passing a day, I really have no idea about it.

I just cant imagine how if my life without computer, without facebook.

He needs only adapt to his new life.
but we actually have to be used to three months without him.
A real story and it occurs on my father, but I called it as heart warming experience.
Everyday before my father going to his bed room, he used to be enter to our room.
The night my father open the door and step to his room.
The moment only my father discovered that he is staying far away from us.
Father just smiled and share what he go through just now with us.
And my mother also smiled on the silly father.

Yes, I do really miss you so much. And so we do.
I believe that three months will pass quickly.
I believe he able to take care himself well like what he promised us. 
Because I believe he can do it.
I believe.