Thursday, January 17, 2013

I believe

My younger brother, eighteen years old this year. 
Unfortunately he was selected by first batch list of PLKN camps. 
He goes far away to Sabah, today is the third weeks.
I still remember we have a sleepless night on the day before he left us. 
We whole family members sent him to the place of gathering. 
The most unforgettable moment is when we seeing off until the bus engine starts.
Until the bus starts moving on, only we realized we should go home.
It was my first time has such farewell experience. I really meant it.
He leaves us with happily, therefore we should let him to remember our smiling face,
but not
 with tears.

Yet I did not have chance to talk to him through telephone tills today. 
But I received his message and from the messages I knew that he is fine.
He called us not to worry about him and he met new friends at there.
Not to worry about him? It is impossible. Why I said so? 

He is the youngest at home. 

Therefore naturally he grows under everybody's protects.
It was the first time he leaves the home for three months.
A new life without computer, without games, without out going. 
He force to wake up early everyday, and the time before sun raised. 
So don't say just stay there for three months.
How he going to passing a day, I really have no idea about it.
I just cant imagine how if my life without computer, without facebook.

He needs only adapt to his new life.

but we actually have to be used to three months without him.
A real story and it occurs on my father, but I called it as heart warming experience.
Everyday before my father going to his bed room, he used to be enter to our room.
The night my father open the door and step to his room.
The moment only my father discovered that he is staying far away from us.
Father just smiled and share what he go through just now with us.
And my mother also smiled on the silly father.

Yes, I do really miss you so much. And so we do.
I believe that three months will pass quickly.

I believe he able to take care himself well like what he promised us. 
Because I believe he can do it.
I believe.

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